Chasing Pavements

TGIF
it's the weekend!
which is great because today has been a bad heavy headed day.

& thus, i started writing in the journal mel, tis, yingting and mer gave me. he shall store all my random thoughts and musings on days like this (=

today, heavy headed and all, i thought about what i wanted in my life now. other than studies and canoeing, which takes up most of my time, i want to do more. learn the drums, ballroom dancing, have more time to go Arab street and pluck my eyebrows. okay, maybe not since gladys and i are servants to pain. it has been the longest time since i last watched a movie. i missed all those i wanted to watch like pirates, lakehouse and click is probably gonna end its run soon. probably be a long term volunteer with gladys, helping people? Bake. jolynn, my floor is sitting there rotting too!

sean asked the team, "Do you want to be a person good in nothing or at least good in two things, studies and canoeing?" that is the reason behind the many study sessions and trainings we have. i must admit it does benefit us, certainly. but considering that the jc students have only 1 year plus to prepare for the Alevels, jc life is not a point where one should do other things than mug alot. my immediate answer to his question was, "of course not! do i want to spend four years of my teenage life only studying and canoeing. duh, no!" of course, i did not say it aloud. but i wrote it down in my notebook! heh. seriously, if in four years, i only have studies and canoeing, how much does that say about me? i cant do attachments, go for overseas trips. i want to try new stuff, do more things. unsurprisingly, jun had the same reaction too.

well, thinking about this, i proceeded to fall asleep on the bus. i have decided to make a promise to myself to do something this holidays! (=

life's monotone is gladly interrupted by the laughter and smiles of those close to you (=

it's Friday!
have a great weekend guys, let us stress ourselves out with projects and essays (= today's calculas test was just.plain.horrible.