Chasing Pavements

Finally, finally.
Submitted all applications that requires essay! It was a big relief dropping off the last document at nus. But now comes the waiting part, which is actually quite as bad.

The past few weeks have been quite horrible. To question what i really want, dealing with my horrible essay writing skills,and also having to grapple with the fact that i'm probably not good enough, results and others-wise, and yet still spending so much time and effort on applications, is all really quite demoralising.

Gotta thank charmaine for her help and nina for talking though (:

Anyway I thought, to get what i want, i'm going to give it my best shot, and even if i dont get in, at least i know that i gave myself the chance to try.

Today: Cabbed to NKF from work, bused/trained to orchard, bused to school, bused to church, bused/trained to clementi, bused to nus then home = seriously depleted finances! :/

On another note, I got merit for grade 8 piano! :D :D